The times we had been able to meet were so intense, and the perfect cherry on top of a wonderful cake, but they were just part of our relationship. It was the work I did for him between scenes, keeping me on the boil and building our connection. I was still looking for that elusive female … Continue reading I decided that the devil finds work for idle hands and thanked him for his suggestion
A week before my birthday I had an interesting email from Sir. He intimated that it was his birthday and asked me to write a scene for his celebration. He would be free mid-week, and I had 24 hours to come up with something great for him. How could I come up with something to … Continue reading Open your mouth only if what you are going to say is more beautiful than the silence
There I was, kneeling, head bowed with my eyes gently closed, a bottle of lube in my hand, waiting... P was away for six nights, working with a friend, and I had made him aware that he would be welcome to visit. N, Thank you, I will use you on Monday night. Sir I was … Continue reading Trying new things is the only way you’re going to learn what your new passions are
There was no doubt that luck had played an important part in my task completion. There had been no lack of effort from me, but I had been drawing blanks left, right and centre. So when I spotted the opportunity to kiss a woman I took it! It wasn't the most planned and premeditated move, … Continue reading The amount of good luck coming your way depends on your willingness to act.
What he asked of me next was to prove an ongoing source of worry for quite some time. I had told him that I was straight, I felt no sexual attraction to females whatsoever. I had also told him that if something was not a hard limit I would explore my sexuality for him. So … Continue reading You are confined only by the walls you build yourself.
I don't remember a time when I wasn't plagued by a thirst for knowledge. I have never seen this as a negative, it is a good thing to be constantly learning after all. In fact, my tutor recently complimented me on my "intellectual curiosity". I have occasionally been called nosy, but the questions come from … Continue reading I have no special talent. I am only passionately curious
"It's simple, be genuine and try hard." He said "You can have this, but you must show me you want it" As I made my way home after the first time I met him, his words floated around in my head. Different conversations melting into each other, as sensations from our evening together danced over my … Continue reading She didn’t need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated for exactly who she was.
I still think about the day when we first met. Part of me wants to keep it private, though I believe that is mainly because trying to put words to that evening feels a little big... The waiting was almost over. I had been thoroughly enjoying my tasks while growing in confidence and learning about … Continue reading He walked into my heart like he always belonged there, took down my walls and lit my soul on fire
Give a man more than he bargains for. You set the level. Impress me. This was the third part of my next task, and the one that excited me most; but which part really got me worked up? I could go out and meet a man, with the full intention of having sex with him. … Continue reading Opportunity knocks. Temptation knocks the door down.
A couple of weeks ago I was picking up my children from school and heard one dad say to his three-year old daughter "Don't try to do that, you can't do that yet so don't even try." She had asked for him to help her on the monkey bars after seeing her friend (my youngest) … Continue reading Personal growth is not about learning new information but unlearning old limits